This story I am going to tell you talks about the beginning day of a changing period within my life. I could have written in all kinds of languages. With the words my deeps thoughts address, my personal development point of view, my international accredited coaching identity or with the guideness of my career. None of them worked. I felt like writing it with Aysun’s joyful point of view. There are deep events and meanings beneath but I will talk about those later or I won’t 🙂 Lets have fun now. It was 2009 and I finished my second year in one of the biggest companies of where I live with 10.000 employees. When you are in a baloon, ascending and when you reach the sky you find it breathtaking and you want to fly constantly. This is how business life made me feel like. It seemed to me quite pleasant from every angle. When I faced disputes for 2 days, I was trying to find intermediaries to sort it out. Those intermediaries were such as “ girl is there a better option?”, “ there are thousands of unemployed outside.”, “why would you leave here?”, “all these trainings would go to waste.”, what can you do next?”, “ How will you be able to afford those clothes?” Those intermediaries were not that bad either. They managed to convince me every time. One day we invited a coach to one of the projects I was running. (I didn’t do it by being aware of what was going to happen to me) He was not one of those so – called coaches saying “Hey I am a life coach and I can solve anything, won’t you believe?” 🙂 He was an international accredited coach. He was very cool and inside was as amazing as outside. Do not pay attention to funny words, the rest will follow. He made all the participants in the hall do exercises during the day and asked them questions. The participants’ glances and body languages began to change. From people who started to think by putting their hands on their heads, who went out to smoke by saying that they needed some air to people who were thinking deeply while having their tees. I started to wonder what was going on slowly too as I spent my time checking my emails to replying during the exercises. Then our magnificent coach said by turning to me whether I wanted to try that exercise.. I, on the other hand, was trying to comprehend it in a naive way and replied that it would be perfect. Think my whole life as a sock. How would I know that I would make a notch and it would ladder? But I am glad I did it.
The question was this: What is your aim in life?
If you think today you may think you might have heard this question a million time or it might not strike you at the heart.But as I have already told you it was 2009. I was stabbed in the heart and couldn’t understand what happened. I started to ponder What could be my aim in life? I was finding one answer and reading then I was saying no it couldn’t be my aim in life. After twenty minutes our time was over. We would pace a lot more, this was the beginning but how could I know that then? After that he spent approximately two hours with us with exercises and questions. When the day was over, everyone started talking quietly among each other. Even though everyone looked quite normal, they were in an endeavour and confused 🙂 I remember it like yesterday noone left the room as they used to be that day. Noone was the same anymore.
For me that day was the first day of a period my life would change. However I managed to realise it later.
I am going to tell what happened afterwards in my following writings. What I would like to say here is do you feel trapped in one of the situations you face or do you think life is crashing down on you? Do you think all bad things happen to you or are there more? Let me tell you,
There are all kinds of sources in the universe and on earth. Please use them. Your capacitiy to reach your own magnificent energy is improving and expanding day by day.
What if you really don’t need to prove that something is wrong or right or you are in a Picture you have accepted since you were a child? You may be in points of views you have applied, whose necessity of doing you have bought, or in information you assume that it is correct and which don’t belong to you. You might have grown up with this picture by assuming it either wrong or right. These sentence may vary. Try to look from a different point. Or just say Aysun we are fed up with these personal development quotes, please stop by when you turn it all into a pill 🙂 Life is generally amazing although it gets difficult sometimes. Love yourselves.